Monday, August 15, 2011

I was sitting across from my old friend (the one I detest) at a table in a mall. We were chatting, perhaps catching up. Then she started to mention a guy that we used to know (the name was no one I knew, but I suppose he represented someone else) that was tied to my 'craziness'. I just stared at her as I didn't know what else to do. I've put that behind me and I couldn't believe that she was bringing it back up and trying to drag me back into that life. She was going on about this guy and I just kept thinking, "You know that none of that was real, so why are you still attached to it?" but I'm not sure if I said anything. Then, without warning, she either disappeared or became invisible. I called out her name but nothing happened. At this point I may have gained some consciousness as I started to think to myself. I realised that I'd never be able to count on anyone and that people would always disappear. Then somehow I felt your embrace and thought of you. Almost felt like you were a ~presence~. I think I told myself/realised that you would be there, which seems like quite a statement to make. Meaningful dream, for sure.

Monday, August 8, 2011

dream

I was walking back to work from lunch and all of a sudden people starting running inside, so I ran after them. Then when I got back in everyone was standing up and attentively looking at the TV waiting for something, I just got on my pc and started looking up stuff and everyone got mad, like 'wtf' and I just said that I don't care about whatever happened, because it never affects me. Then the TV said something about some nuclear explosion in nevada which is going to send shocks everywhere. Ten seconds later the building shook and the lights went out and I crashed down thinking I died, felt dying/falling asleep. Then I woke up and was okay and just laid there listening to the building getting slammed by wind, it was serious. Building I was in only was holding up because it was designed better (for security, though it isn't really). So I thought I would end up dying and then my though was OMG I GOTTA TEXT LAURA, and I got out my phone and texted I LOVE YOU and then my dream ended. I think that was the best part of the dream. Woke up and loved that, cause it felt 100% real. Also, I didn't think about cell phone not working in that situation + I had feeling that it was only florida getting the earthquake etc, but really it would have been all of USA. Anyway, nightmare turned into an awesome dream cause you were in it.